N Sunday, December 17, 2006
we need to learn how to forgive and forgeti woke up feeling swollen. my eyes were heavy and my eyebags were huge. this is damn bad. mingjie even thought i cried. therefore, those eyes. sighh. i'm trying to sleep earlier and earlier. from six to five and to four now. :)
i woke up at 1.10pm when i'm supposed to meet qibing and gerry at 1.30pm so i was err, twenty minutes late. shopped till i start work at six. i swear i swear ! this will be my last time working on a weekend. it gets me all frustrated and its not worth it.
waited for sherry and tng to end work at freaking 11.45pm to have supper at thomson. got home only at two plus.
well oh well. i think my emotions got the better of me. i've not been myself. i get irritated easily and i can't take jokes. i flare up at the slightest thing. :\ and no, i'm not pmsing.
seriously, i don't mean to be LIDAT but it seems like i can't control what i say or to fake that i'm okay and just let things pass. i guess i was just feeling rather frustrated and tired these few days. hope things will get better day by day, so will my mood ! :]
and i'm sorry.the minds tired.
the heart's weak.
i've grown to become stronger yet not.
i'll make tomorrow a brand new start, i hope ?
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
3:45:00 AM
